Through the night….

The weather is shifting here, as it does in the Midwest so frequently, the warm sunny days are gone for a day or two. The cool down is wonderful. While here my body changed for the month and I needed to be cool, but the warmth and sun was fabulous.

It’s now 45 degrees, 6:11am, and the breeze is soft and the clouds look heavy as if to open up and rain. Here, like many places in the Midwest, you can see and hear the storm rolling in from the distance. This weather looked to be coming from the Northeast.

I slept hard, I dreamt, and again, God didn’t want me to really remember them, but I do remember this…feeling like a Mack truck hit me last night. This is usually a good thing, but also an indication for me to rest and nap during the day.

I was up before midnight and my body still isn’t adjusted to the “time zone”. I get up to use the restroom in my room, slide back into bed, quickly and snuggle up in the bed from Heaven. I crash hard until about 5:15am. My client is texting me. I remember he’s now an hour ahead of me…we are discussing “payment” options for the 6 weeks we have been working together and it amazes me every time that we were so synced with the same “business” knowledge. At first, my request was to “pay it forward” or possibly support me in other realms of my life. He gardens and I can’t even begin to describe how honored I am that he shared his yard and gardening ideas with me. Everything is blooming in the Madison area, the colors and designs so thoughtful and thought out, how he shares these projects with his wife, connecting outdoors, in the sun, feeling the body wore out from the work, and feeling satisfied and content with this partnership.

I asked for a different type of support because one day I will ask for help with my garden, I will ask for suggestions and ideas, and honestly I would love to, one day, have a future spouse that connects so wonderfully with me like my client and his wife. I told him one day, when the “payment” conversation came up, that it’s a blessing and an honor to just share that information back and forth. I declared his wife and him would one day support my relationship to be strong, healthy, connecting and always present to the other person. God gave me a first husband, I am blessed to have learned and processed through that marriage, but my next one will be for the rest of my life; even if it takes many years to find.

God’s path for me today is to grow, expand, and support others today. I have a calling to guide others in my work of Transformational Life Coaching, and I’m digging the single life. I’m digging exploring, growing with others, creating relationships that are expansive and committed to a goal. I love my life…and the things I’m discontent with, is feedback, will be worked on in due time, and when God brings me the man I deserve, the man that is for the rest of my life, he will, in God’s eyes be my match on all realms; spirit, soul, personality, fearlessness, come with the same kind of background I have(the baggage), and will keep me wild, yet know I need a soft place to land from time to time.

I get I am asking for a miracle, but that is all God provides! Miracles! I will write more later and keep you updated on my travels; as for now I landed Midland, SD and I am already tearing up a little bit thinking about my future department.🤣